You

It was many many years ago that i saw you for the first time. I was instantly attracted, but pushed the feeling aside because my heart belonged to someone else. I would see you around the way and wish I could know you more but never made the attempt. Months later I was suffering from a dying heart and feeling alone when you re-entered my life. At first it was just a new friendship. You started coming to my house more and more and you would also spend time with my sons. You treated them so well and they seemed to love you...I couldn't resist you anymore. I knew I wanted you to be a part of my life. Our relationship didn't start off too well. There were plenty of fights and constant break-ups. In the end, we always came back to eachother. The fighting eventually faded and we became closer than ever. I was positive in my heart there wasn't nothing you wouldn't do for me. I never felt so loved by anyone. At times I would take advantage of your generosity and trust...something I still feel guilty about to this day. But you stayed with me like a ride or die man. You were there for me when I needed you. I used to cry at the thought of you not being here.I gave birth to your first child and you still treated my older sons as if they were your own. You never mistreated our kids and I will forever love you for that. We have shared so many late nights together and so much laughter. I remember walking for miles in the middle of the night just to be with you and you did the same for me. I use to sleep in your T-shirt when you were away just so i could feel close to you. I was so in love! But slowly throughout the years the passion faded and over time it felt like we were strangers. I would feel nothing when we kissed. You didn't look at me the same. The lust and attraction we once had was gone.  We decided to just be friends. Best Friends. We know everything about eachother and are comfortable around eachother. So far everything is working the way it should be. 7 months later, we still get along. Sometimes I cry inside at the thought of what a wonderful person you are and I know I'll never find anyone like that again. You are 1 in a billion. It's so sad our love didn't last. I can't force myself to be in love no matter how much I want to be. But I feel better knowing that we have a bond that will never be broken and you will still be here when I need you. Just like I will be for you. ~Candy